{"id":10913,"date":"2013-10-18T08:00:10","date_gmt":"2013-10-18T15:00:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.janaremy.com\/pilgrimsteps\/?p=10913"},"modified":"2013-10-18T09:34:51","modified_gmt":"2013-10-18T16:34:51","slug":"theres-no-word-for-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.janaremy.com\/pilgrimsteps\/2013\/10\/18\/theres-no-word-for-it\/","title":{"rendered":"There&#8217;s no word for it&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When I was diagnosed with bone cancer, the weight of that word meant many things: I had some sense that I would lose my hair, that I would become thin, that I would be fighting for my life.\u00a0 I knew all of that because my disease had a name, albeit a frightening one (oh, and how glad I am that google did not exist then to tell me just how frightening a bout of <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Osteosarcoma\" target=\"_blank\">bone cancer<\/a> might be)&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>So this article from the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2013\/10\/16\/health\/uganda-fights-stigma-and-poverty-to-take-on-breast-cancer.html?_r=0\" target=\"_blank\">NYTimes highlights Ugandan women<\/a> who have breast cancer and don&#8217;t even have a name for their condition in their language, caused me to wonder what it would be like to be diagnosed with a life-threatening ailment which carried no meaning, no cultural baggage, and no fears (<a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Illness_as_Metaphor\" target=\"_blank\">a la Susan Sontag<\/a>). I suspect that I would not have followed through with the treatment had I not been more afraid of dying of cancer than I was of chemo.<\/p>\n<p>Related to that, is a book that I picked up yesterday called <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/mn\/search\/?_encoding=UTF8&amp;ajr=2&amp;camp=1789&amp;creative=390957&amp;field-keywords=improvising%20medicine&amp;linkCode=ur2&amp;rh=i%3Aaps%2Ck%3Aimprovising%20medicine&amp;sprefix=improvising%20m%2Caps&amp;tag=janaremy-20&amp;url=search-alias%3Daps\" target=\"_blank\">Improvising Medicine<\/a><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border: none !important; margin: 0px !important;\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/ir-na.amazon-adsystem.com\/e\/ir?t=janaremy-20&amp;l=ur2&amp;o=1\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\" border=\"0\" \/>, about the cancer epidemic in Botswana.\u00a0 What connects these research pieces is that there is currently a surge of cancer in Africa and its unknown whether this is due to an actual increase in the disease or an increase in diagnosis rates.\u00a0 And, although I haven&#8217;t yet begun reading Livingston&#8217;s book, the summary tells me that, like the NYTimes article, it addresses many of the socioeconomic challenges of treating a disease in communities without sophisticated medical care options.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps a book that will hit a bit closer to home for me is a new release from UCPress, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/gp\/product\/0520276574\/ref=as_li_ss_tl?ie=UTF8&amp;camp=1789&amp;creative=390957&amp;creativeASIN=0520276574&amp;linkCode=as2&amp;tag=pilgrimgirl-20\">Malignant: How Cancer Becomes Us<\/a><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border: none !important; margin: 0px !important;\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/ir-na.amazon-adsystem.com\/e\/ir?t=pilgrimgirl-20&amp;l=as2&amp;o=1&amp;a=0520276574\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\" border=\"0\" \/>, which combines cultural analysis and memoir in addressing the complex social nature of this disease in the United States.\u00a0 The summary says, &#8220;Jain explains how a national culture that simultaneously aims to deny, profit from, and cure cancer entraps us in a state of paradox\u2014one that makes the world of cancer virtually impossible to navigate for doctors, patients, caretakers, and policy makers alike.&#8221;\u00a0 Indeed, my experience is that treatment for cancer now hinges so much on what type of health insurance one has and the process of &#8220;shopping&#8221; for a doctor who will tell you what you want to hear, which seems a wrongheaded approach to a cure.<\/p>\n<p>Even though thirty years have now passed since I first heard that dreadful cancer word spoken in connection with the symptoms of my own body, I still find it difficult to comprehend the life-changing event that was my diagnosis and treatment for osteosarcoma.\u00a0 As I look back on what I went through then, it remains a kind of encapsulated moment that is hard for me to connect with now.\u00a0 But what I remember most significantly, was the feeling that the temporary horror of my cancer treatments was worthwhile to endure because of the possibility of eradicating my disease, and I trusted that my doctors were giving me the treatments that would increase my odds for survival.\u00a0 I suspect, now, that my faith in my doctors was naive, as was my willingness to endure mutagenic treatments.\u00a0 And if I had not lived in a society where I was told that it was my (heroic) responsibility to &#8220;fight&#8221; and &#8220;kill&#8221; that cancer, I am quite sure that I would not have consented to the amputation of my leg and the months of high-dose chemotherapy treatments afterwards.\u00a0 Of course, with 30 years of hindsight it seems to have been a wise choice.\u00a0 But I can&#8217;t help but wonder how differently my experience would have played out if I hadn&#8217;t been part of a community that encouraged, even championed, a specific behavior for me as a &#8220;victim&#8221; of cancer.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I was diagnosed with bone cancer, the weight of that word meant many things: I had some sense that I would lose my hair, that I would become thin, that I would be fighting for my life.\u00a0 I knew all of that because my disease had a name, albeit a frightening one (oh, and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[14,8],"tags":[195,196,197],"class_list":["post-10913","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-amputee","category-books","tag-cancer","tag-cancer-treatment","tag-osteosarcoma"],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v28.7 - 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