{"id":3431,"date":"2011-07-19T23:29:03","date_gmt":"2011-07-20T06:29:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/janaremy.com\/?p=3431"},"modified":"2011-07-19T23:29:03","modified_gmt":"2011-07-20T06:29:03","slug":"holding-it-in","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.janaremy.com\/pilgrimsteps\/2011\/07\/19\/holding-it-in\/","title":{"rendered":"holding it in&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>After a few attempts to get up the rock wall last night, my climbing partner observed that I seemed unusually stressed.\u00a0 She suggested that I just hang out for a bit and talk before I got back on the wall.\u00a0 When she pointed that out, I realized just how wound up my body was&#8211;I was talking a bit too fast, holding my shoulders tight, creasing that space between my eyebrows&#8230;I wasn&#8217;t climbing particularly well, either&#8211;I was too tense to stretch and reach and feel confident.<\/p>\n<p>There are days when things tend to cluster in my life (and in my mind), and worry overtakes me for awhile&#8211;even when it&#8217;s sort of simmering beneath the surface and I don&#8217;t realize it.\u00a0 The various things that are concerning me right now: moving, job, research, health, kids&#8230;they are impacting me far more than I&#8217;d like to admit.\u00a0 My back muscles are taut, my throat feels sore, my food isn&#8217;t digesting well, and I&#8217;m wishing away some of my responsibilities.<\/p>\n<p>I know this will pass and tomorrow or the next day I&#8217;ll feel relaxed and lighthearted again.\u00a0 But some days&#8230;are just harder than others.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>After a few attempts to get up the rock wall last night, my climbing partner observed that I seemed unusually stressed.\u00a0 She suggested that I just hang out for a bit and talk before I got back on the wall.\u00a0 When she pointed that out, I realized just how wound up my body was&#8211;I was [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3432,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3431","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-deep-thoughts"],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v28.7 - 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