{"id":3811,"date":"2011-09-05T15:00:30","date_gmt":"2011-09-05T22:00:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/janaremy.com\/?p=3811"},"modified":"2011-09-05T15:00:30","modified_gmt":"2011-09-05T22:00:30","slug":"wide-open-when-i-know-clearly","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.janaremy.com\/pilgrimsteps\/2011\/09\/05\/wide-open-when-i-know-clearly\/","title":{"rendered":"wide open when I know clearly&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Was so hungry for poetry today, that I ate two books of it for lunch (along with some very tasty steak that was just barely pink in the middle and so-juicy and a strong cup of coffee).<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\"><strong>If they come in the night<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\">by Marge Piercy<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\">Long ago on a night of danger and vigil<br \/>\na friend said, <em>Why are you happy?<\/em><br \/>\nHe explained (we lay together<br \/>\non a hard cold floor) what prison<br \/>\nmeant because he had done<br \/>\ntime, and I talked of the death<br \/>\nof friends. <em>Why are you happy<br \/>\nthen<\/em>, he asked, close to<br \/>\nangry.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\">I said, I like my life. If I<br \/>\nhave to give it back, if they<br \/>\ntake it from me, let me only<br \/>\nnot feel I wasted any, let me<br \/>\nnot feel I forgot to love anyone<br \/>\nI meant to love, that I forgot<br \/>\nto give what I held in my hands,<br \/>\nthat I forgot to do some little<br \/>\npiece of the work that wanted<br \/>\nto come through.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\">Sun and moonshine, starshine,<br \/>\nthe muted grey light off the waters of the bay at night, the white<br \/>\nlight of the fog stealing in,<br \/>\nthe first spears of the morning<br \/>\ntouching a face<br \/>\nI love. We all lose<br \/>\neverything. We lose<br \/>\nourselves. We are lost.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\">Only what we manage to do<br \/>\nlasts, what love sculps from us;<br \/>\nbut what I count, my rubies, my<br \/>\nchildren, are those moments<br \/>\nwide open when I know clearly<br \/>\nwho I am, who you are, what we<br \/>\ndo, a marigold, an oakleaf, a meteor,<br \/>\nwith all my senses hungry and filled<br \/>\nat once like a pitcher with light.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Was so hungry for poetry today, that I ate two books of it for lunch (along with some very tasty steak that was just barely pink in the middle and so-juicy and a strong cup of coffee). 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